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Stay or Go
From a darker time....
How do you know when its over
Or when you should walk away
How do you know if its time
To leave or stay
Why is it so important
For someone to be right
It feels like there's nothing left
To even put up a fight
Do you stay just for the children
When being together is so bad
Or do you walk away
From what you've always had
There always seems to be anger
Talking does not exist
Do you throw in the towel
Or do you persist
I don't have the energy
To stay and fight
When my back is against the a wall
And I'm lonely every night
I don't remember the last
Time there was a real kiss
Why should I stay if
I have to live like this
Sex seems like a struggle
It feels like it is just a release
For physical needs he'll touch me
But not for love or to please
There is something missing
And it has been gone for so long
I don't know if I want it
Is that terrible or wrong?
I want to be loved and valued
Even if I am by myself
I don't fell loved or cared for
I've become a trophy on a shelf
I don't want to live with
This person I don't seem to know
He and I are so different
For years it didn't show
In our many years together
He hasn't grown or changed
He still plays games with words
Until the situation is rearranged
I want honesty and caring
Not someone that breaks the rules
I want to give my children a better life
And not raise them to be fools
I don't want to create turmoil
Like so many times before
What I need to know is...
Is it time to close the door.
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| July 9, 2006, 16:31 |
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Re: Stay or Go
Very nice and true.
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| July 9, 2006, 16:48 |
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azcapt
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phoenix, Arizona, US
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Re: Stay or Go
WOW --I GUESS THAT QUESTIONS BEEN ASKED A MILLION TIMES OR MORE.
MY ANSWER IS ONLY YOUR HEART KNOWS THE ANSWER TO IT.
IF THE LOCK TO YOUR HEART IS CLOSED AND THE KEY IS BROKEN,
I THINKS ITS TIME TO GO OUT AND HAVE SOMEONE ELSE REPAIR IT .
IF YOU ARE FINANCIALLY STABLE ENOUGH AND SECURE IN YOUR OWN MIND THAT YOU CAN DO THINGS WITHOUT HIM, THEN WHY
STAY AND PUT UP WITH THIS TYPE OF ABUSE, ITS MENTALLY AND PHYSICALLY DEGRADING, AND IF CHILDREN ARE INVOLVED THEY MUST BE REMOVED FROM THAT TYPE SCENARIO FOR THERE OWN FUTURE SAFETY.
OTHERS MAY FEEL DIFFERENT --ITS JUST MY OPINION.
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| July 9, 2006, 19:51 |
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Re: Stay or Go
LadyLove...there are just no words to express the profound sadness that reading this brought over me. Throughout the last few years, I have noticed that this situation is not a rarity and the ultimate question is always the children...and what is best for them. But, the poignancy of your poems has moved my small understanding of this to a new level...to a level that, from now until forever, I would not know what to say to somebody if they ever came to me again. I am ever so glad you found your "Happy Ending" Lady...best wishes for your brighter future.
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